I don't know how you did it and I hate you for it.
I hate all women, but I hate you the most because you got behind my wall and you've seen me.
I do know of extremely abusive people, even criminals, who have completely changed and are headed in the opposite direction.
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As I write this I weep for their souls, because most of them began experiencing demonic "help" from the time they were little children, even toddlers. love exposes darkness, like a doctor who exposes cancer cells and exposes those cells to radiation. Beginning to understand the pathology is the first step to extricating yourself. it may not be the same old life you had before you met this monster, but it can be even better. You have truly encouraged me today at a time when I was beginning to feel overpowered by the events and strategies being used against me. I always thought why hasn't God helped him and our family?
If we as the Body of Christ can WAKE UP and recognize the DANGER we are putting the sociopaths in by HIDING and DENYING the reality of what is really happening… The Light of Christ is the spirit of Truth, and truth is as radiation to cancer – it forces darkness to be eradicated. I’m not promising it’s easy or instant, just in getting some knowledge…. Sorry, just admitting I have moments of weakness too… And it was really powerful to know that someone else knows what it is like to be the only person to see what these pretenders are like out of the "limelight" of public view. But now I believe he has because my son does have remorse but will continue with all the other treaits of sociopathy. I gave him up to him awhile back I rarely speak to him unless he's been kicked out once more or fallen far again.
We naturally shut down our hearts and go numb in that type of environment. I have recognized the self-centered lifestyle I was living, feeling detached and numb, just not wanting to be part of wearing a mask and living in a “normal” routine of life, surrounded by everyone playing some kind of psychotic game. I don’t have the resources to help in a simple comment section, but I do want to say that most sociopaths do not see themselves as you do. But I am going crazy wanting him to call, see him, anything to do with him. And I appreciate you allowing me to use the pseudonym truthwithlove becaue she and her friends now scour these sites and she is making the claim that she is the victim and I am the psychopath. Are these things that usually happen in these cases? My suggestion is to keep your writing anonymous for now, as you are here, and if you start a blog or write a book, write privately for awhile. My blog helps survivors but I don’t think it’s made a dent in the overall epidemic… They actually enjoy psychological and physical torture. I believe we are body, soul, and spirit and so we need to address this problem on all three levels at once.
You, however, have awakened and you have made a decision not to live in that type of reality! You are rich in sensitivity with a gift of discernment and wisdom….. The fact that your heart is numb doesn’t mean you are a sociopath…. I wrote privately for decades, never intending to publish until God led me to do so. You’re not a fool; you’re just a person who got mixed in with what the Bible calls a tare, or a child of the devil. The spiritual level, to me, is the most powerful and also the most neglected.
I think I have only ever done good things because I know it is right, not because I love others as I love myself. Reply Dear friend, A sociopath would never stop to ponder if he/she were a sociopath. The world is cold-hearted and the church is often a victim of that coldness. I don't see the point of carrying on as I wanted to become capable of being an integrated, genuine person. I'd commit suicide but I don't think I've got the balls in case it went wrong. that is only what your natural mind and heart can comprehend. The good men in my life that treated me good never had this effect on me. He has a new girlfriend, 5 months in to our marriage. And though I have been learning and studying narcopathinc behavior for about four months now, this is all so new to me and still surreal. Nature is the best purifier of body, mind, and soul. When I listen to the parents of these children it seems the children all do and say the same things, just like an adult sociopath.
Jesus said in the last days our love would grow cold and fear would be predominant. Reply The fact you are here, the fact you are sharing, means there is hope. There are times when we come to the end, bottom out, and we can’t go any farther on our own strength. Leave room for a miracle and ask for help, please…. The thought of him coming to me and telling me it was all a misunderstanding, just like all the times before, makes me want to go after him. I would just tell them to go away without any hesitation and not think about it again. He left me and hasn't contacted me for 2 months. He left a message at a friend's telling me that "He knows how bad I am going to suffer thinking about him and her and not being able to do anything about it. I know I had written a response to one of your other posts today, but I would gladly accept any advice or help you or your other readers might wish to give in regard to healing, praying for her, and possibly setting up a website as well. Sometimes I still very much feel like a fool that this has happoened to me but I am trying to accept it as a learning lesson and a place God has brought me so I can be perfected for His use. Reply Truthwith Love, blaming the victim is horrendous but predictably the standard offense of darkness against the potential Light on their demonic deeds. What I and others have found is that we can easily be taken out, acting as a single individual. In many cases these children say they enjoy torturing their families.
My husband (who my marriage counselors told was likely a sociopath) was feeling discouraged.
After so many years of being his sole caregiver, 24/7, following a spinal cord injury, I was used to being attentive to his every mood change.
I don't feel genuine human affection, at least not the way other people do. No one else could possible imagine what they are like unless you live with them 24/7 or how much love and forgiveness we pour into them and how much we serve and want them to change and desire to be used of God as the power to their change, only to see it vaporize into what seems to be an eternal darkness. More and more, I’m seeing a need for deliverance for these people from a very young age.
I've always felt detached from the world around me, which could be to do with my upbringing. I have no joy, enthusiasm, I just feel like a ripped up piece of meat bleeding everywhere. I was only with her for less than a year total time, yet my heart has been ravaged unlike any other time. All I really know is choosing love every moment of the day is the way. We need more people trained to recognize these traits from a young age, for that’s often when it begins.
He didn't have the "breakdowns" as much but he began experiencing delusions of grandeur, which he kept under control very well while others were around, but which were blatant with me.